not fair hate dark shadow

Why just imagine the shadows

Imagine if I were incarcerated now for 5 to 15 years

imagine if I did something that put me behind bars for another decade.

no one would see me either but maybe have a phone call once a day or something which I eventually wouldn’t do because it would just end up hurting, and being destructive or whatever.

some of these adjectives are just things I’m thinking about; obviously I haven’t had this experience before, but I’ll be gone for awhile and in a place like that committing suicide would almost be understandable.

but you’re not supposed to commit suicide so they have something called a suicide watch, because you have to pay your dues yada yada yada. fuck the whole prison system I’m not even going into that – but it’s the being away forever.

Gone for a decade along with any hopes.
no one will have any clue.
you just experienced the same thing

Photo by Miguel Á. Padriñán on

every day
every day
same wall
same corner
same shadows
every day